
Thursday, January 31, 2008
{So disappointed }

{ Thankful Thursday }
Well its been a few days since I've written anything but I did make three posts on sunday so thats got to count for something right, besides didn't think you'd want to hear anything from me to soon. It's finally warmed up today its been so cold Monday we had a snow day so that was nice it got to about - 44 celcuis COLD. So yah wednesday morn they was a strong electrical smell through the vents and whole house it was horrible. I was actually really scared to the point of almost calling the fire dept. I really thought my house was on fire D was out of town so I couldn't get him to come home and smell, but we were gone all morn and it was only faint when we got home and its still here the house that is, so I still don't know what it was.
So this week I'm thankful:
For a husband who holds the priesthood and honors it what a blessing to our whole family.
- For good friends who care. Every week almost its almost the same things I'm thankful for but they mean the most to me.
- I'm thankful for new friends I've made through the blog world awsome people who have the same feelings as me and can express them far better then I ever could for ex. go here http://www.therhouse.blogspot.com/ .
- I'm thankful for a warm house this week it was so cold I already told you that but it really was so BITTERLY cold.
- I thankful for sisters I'm so excited to get away this weekend for some fun, some laughs and some shopping. I have awesome sisters and we never get to see each other enough.
- I'm grateful that Masen he is so cuddly, kissy and warm and loves to give hugs he is my cuddliest kid yet. I love his baby kisses in the middle of prayers or early in the morning when he climbs out of his crib opens the door and creeps into my room and kisses me and pats my head something he started this week I love it. I have the best kids ever they are beautiful, loving and loud but they teach me something new everyday.
Have a great day. Make it a good one. Smile more be happy and live, laugh and love. Life is short. Make each day count! We never know whats around the corner.

Sunday, January 27, 2008
{ True love }

But what an awesome example of how we all should live our lives. How much closer would we be to our Heavenly Father if we all followed his council more everyday. How grateful I am to be member of this church, I know this church is true!!!
{Funny, but true where did cupid come from? }
I don't understand why Cupid was chosen to represent Valentine's Day. When I think about romance, the last thing on my mind is a short, chubby toddler coming at me with a weapon. ~Author Unknown
{ NO NO NO.... }
Saturday we had a birthday party for D's mom it was actually really fun we did appetizers and played games and got home after midnight and had church at 9:00 not a good idea. At 6:58am I woke up looked at the clock and quickly told D his meetings started in 2 minutes ha ha he sure moved fast!! Masen was horrible in sacrament as in screaming and trying to crawl under the bench, and I ended up sitting in the foyer with him he always wants his dad who is sitting on the stand so that's no help oh well. But the rest of church was uneventful thank goodness !
I felt like a nerd today and I was so tired so its been one of those Sundays. Those are the days of our lives this weekend (I always wanted to say that !!) Anyway had a gift cert I got for my bday so went to the bookstore and D found us a new CD its so good a perfect Sunday CD and the kids love it too they like to guess what song it is. Its by Paul Cardell (http://www.paulcardell.com/ ) its so worth the money its piano music and he is amazing.
Well hope everybody is having a great weekend . Make it a good one. LaterJust wanted to share an appetizer recipe that my SIL made last night and its so easy:
FETA TOMATOES
-Tomatoes wedged
-drizzle a little olive oil
-sprinkle with feta cheese
-sprinkle some oregano over it all so good!! Really I promise.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
{Thankful Thursday}
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
{ Wondering Wednesday }
- So first why can't I keep my mouth shut when I go to our parent preschool I swear its like I don't get out enough. We started back today and the sarcasm just jumps out its like I can't even help it like for example : Hi my name is so so and I have 2 kids, hi my name is so so and I have 3 kids me I go : Hi my name is Christal and I'm an alcoholic (totally joking of course but it was so somber and I got a good laugh ha ha. But sometimes I can't even stop it, it just comes out. I'm so retarded. Like where did that come from! But it was a good class met lots of new people so it should be fun. Sometimes we have our same class and same group we aren't clique but its just that we've been together for years and now new people are coming in, but I think we have a good class should be fun. So we have to sign up for a snack to bring for the moms and then sign up to teach a class they are about 40 minutes long- anyway I've gotten away with NEVER doing a class and today somebody said they wanted me to share our adoption stories so now I'm doing a class. I've done it quite a few times so it shouldn't be hard but I'll probably cry then they will see the REAL me well not the real me cause I am who I am but you know what I mean. Anyway so that will be fun I guess, actually there is a birth mother in our class too who said she'd do the class with me and tell her story too. So it should be good its in Feb but I'm already nervous! Why who knows.
- Why do sometimes in life you find something out that scares you and its the only thing you can think about while you wait until you know for sure and then you wonder how it will determine how the next few months or longer will play out. Like a secret you know but don't want to tell anyone cause its probably nothing and you'd feel stupid but its constantly on your mind??
- Why am I so tired lately??
- How do I get my 6 year old to quite picking fights in the morning or yelling at his brother and sister? I know he feels like he has nowhere to go in the house that is his own space (heck I feel like that too sometimes) lately he seems like he wants to fight or disobey rules like he is pushing the limits is it normal for a six year old?? He is usually the biggest sweetheart and helper ever so it just kind of started lately. Any ideas??
I think those are the biggies just random thought or rather questions? But a post isn't a post without a picture so here is random!! I'm cold and can't wait for spring and summer so thought I'd share a picture of my awesome tan line from summer (I had a three month Florida start this year though so I was pretty proud of them!! ) SO what I'm saying is I'm ready for winter to be over! I'm COLD!! My feet really aren't as chubby as they look in this picture !!
"LiFe iSn't abOuT waiTiNg FOr The StOrM TO PaSS. iT'S aBOuT LeArNiNg TO DanCe iN The rAiN."
Monday, January 21, 2008
{ Monday monday...}
Sunday, January 20, 2008
{ Another fun post }
1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet & current car)-missy burb
2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)-cookie dough sugar
3. YOUR “FLY Guy/Girl” NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name) - C bev
4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)-Blue horse
5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)- Lee Bella
6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first) -Bevch
7. SUPERHERO NAME: (”The” + 2nd favorite color, favorite drink)-The blue water
8. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)- James Markes
9.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother’s & father’s middle names ) Irene Martin
10. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (Your 5th grade teacher’s last name, a major city that starts with the same letter)- Skilpack Seattle
11. SPY NAME/BOND GIRL: (your favorite season/holiday, flower)- Spring daisy
12. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now + “ie” or “y”)-Blueberry Skirty
13. HIPPY NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree)- Shreddie Evergreen
14. YOUR ROCKSTAR TOUR NAME: (”The” + Your fave hobby/craft, fave weather element + “Tour”)-The Walker Sunny Tour
OK fun huh give it a try ..... copy, paste, and join in the fun !!!!
Friday, January 18, 2008
{ I've been tagged }
Four Jobs I've had:
1. Subway, DQ,
2. Deck wench on Fishing Charter Boat
3. Teachers Assistant at the Cardston Elementary School, Logan High School, Spring Valley Hutterite Colony, and Raymond Elementry. (over a period of 7 years) All different kinds of Special Needs .Challenging jobs but I made it through!
4. Boardwalk Properties Manager Of a High Rise in Saskatoon,SK
Four Places I've Lived:
1. All over British Columbia
2. Cardston, Alberta
3. Rexburg, Idaho
4. Logan, Utah / Saskatoon, SK / Cocoa Beach, Florida, (Close enough but DCC Ranch there)
Four Movies That I Love:
1. Wild Hearts Can't Be Broken
2. National Treasure 1&2
3. Bourne Identity 123
4. and lots of chick flicks that I can't even think of right now!
Four Favorite Foods:
1. Granola and yoplait yogurt
2. Smoothies
3. snack wraps (tortellia, honey ham,lettuce, honey dijon musturd love it )
4. Chewy candies I love swedish fish, fuzzy peaches etc.
Four Weird Things About Me:
1. I have to have everything in order before I go to bed, dishes done, all toys everything picked up before I can go to bed.
2. We sleep euro style, no top sheet a nice warm duvet.
3. My house always looks like its super clean and organized but really I have messy closets and a ton of junk drawers as long as everything looks clean on the outside I'm okay! I'm a little OCD.
4. My hair is the exact same every single day and I wear big platform flip flops every day of the year!
Four Favorite TV Shows:
1.Lost
2.CSI / CSI Maimi
3.American Idol/Oprah when its good
4.Days of Our lives ( my guilty secret??)
Four Places I'd Love To Go:
1. Cancun
2. Hawaii
3. Europe anywhere
4. Australia, New Zealand
So I tag (if you haven't done it already) Kimberly, Lynn, Tasha, Kayli
Thursday, January 17, 2008
{Thankful Thursday}
I've thought alot about this, this week how we never know what is going to happen. Becca never knew that after kissing her husband goodbye that 5 minutes down the road he would die in a tragic accident because he HAPPENED to be that car, at that time, in that place, that got hit. It breaks my heart it could have been any of our husbands or fathers or sons.
Each day is such a gift. I want to be a better mother, better wife and a better friend. Sometimes we can find out something that changes the way we look at life, the way we see things and the way we do things and look at life with a deeper meaning and cause. This is one of those weeks.
SO on a lighter note yesterday was the busiest day ever for along time! My poor kids spent half the day in the burb listening to monsters inc on tape! But they did really good. First since I'm room mom for Kolt's class I was called to help with lice checks that went fine. Then I had the "cater" a meal for D's work they had an HR training seminar with some headquarter people from Florida, so I had to take doughnuts and juice for there break. Then sloppy joes in the crockpot, a salad and some cookies chips and juice for lunch for 15 people it was actually nice to know that I could do it and that there was more then enough. SO it turned out just fine I was actually quite nervous. Then I had a birthday lunchoen for the relief society sisters who have a birthday in January it was nice but Lauren and Masen were so tired and grouchy that I couldn't even relax. Oh well thats life. So then I had a primary meeting last night here at my house so I had to get everything cleaned and straightened up and get what I needed done for the meeting. It was a long day and I'm glad I got to relax for a minute with D and watch AI so fun. But glad that day is over.
Thankful thursday -what are you most thankful for??
Make it a good day, use it wisely, make it matter. I like that.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
{ Death. Life. Change.}
What would you do with one more day with a loved one? How would you spend that day? What would you tell those you love? This past week there has been three people pass away that we know, and know their families. One a wife, mother, grandma who has been battling cancer for awhile now. A husband and father who died unexpectantly when going in for a surgery. yesterday a husband and father and guy I went to high school with and lives down the street from me -- was killed in a car accident when he was hit by another car where the driver had fallen asleep-- 3 children who will never know their father and a grieving wife. My heart goes out to the driver of the car a 19 year old girl who survived. It really makes you stop and think about life and those you love.
So today and everyday from now on, tell your husband that you love him more often then you already do. Tell all of your loved ones what they mean to you more often and hug and kiss your kids all you can. Let go of the past and forgive. Enjoy life and be grateful everyday for the life you have.
Kiss your husband before he leaves for work, be more patient with your children, and forget the petty things that don't matter.
Make it a good day.
" I wonder why we're so surprised by change. It's happening all the time, all around us. Things are always ending and beginning in life. The surprising thing, I guess, would be if things weren't changing. We're always moving on, or someone near and dear to us is taking a new step. The best we can do is make sure that what we carry within us are the things that are important, the things that matter, and the things that will last forever."
Something ends everyday. Something starts every day too. Every day is another first day.
Use it wisely. Make it matter.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
{ Social??}
Just a thought.
{ Wood blocks, Birthdays, & Primary }
Thursday, January 10, 2008
{ Happy Birthday }
To Me-- 32 years old today!!! Wow thats getting up there eh. I dont' feel anywhere near that but since its thursday and I'm thankful for having 32 years to live-- here are thirty two things I'm grateful for :This is me at 6 months
- The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints and being born into a family that has the gospel and lives it.I'm thankful I had lots of friends growing up, good teachers and lived in lots of towns all over BC so I know alot of different people!
- Being the oldest and having 5 great brother and sisters to share my growing up years with and now. Especially for my sister Dawna who is always there for me and great to talk to and fun and understanding, we have alot in common think the same you know how you love all your siblings the same, but some you get along with better then others well she's it!
- A mother who was always there always reading books or scriptures alone or with us or writing in her journal. I'm thankful for her example above all in raising us and trusting us.
- For mom staying up late to wait for us when we were out, talking to us about it and always telling us she loved us.
- Being able to go to Ricks College in '95-'96 (even with a 15 on the A.C.T) would never happen in todays world. Not something I'm proud of but none the less got to go to college.
- For meeting Darren there (even though we are from the same town and I knew who he was but he didn't know me!)
- I had oppurtunities to sing and act growing up haven't done it for a long time but it was fun.
- Had lots of boyfriends my dad hated (he hated everyone boyfriends good or bad and pretty much most of my friends right girls!!) He's changed and mellowed out over the years but it was fun.
- Had the oppurtunity to work one summer on my dads fishing charter boat as the cook, cleaner and fished alot in the ocean as much as I hated it I learned alot how to cook entertain people and got to know my dad better in a different setting.
- For fininshing high school in cardston going to school across from the Temple was amazing to me when I moved to Cardston loved going there, still do.
- I got married on MAY 2,1997 in the Cardston Temple to my best friend D.
- Grateful to have worked in the elementary schools with children preschool to grade 3 was hard and challenging most years for 7 years but learned alot and have more compassion for those poor children growing up in horrible circumstances breaks my heart.
- Thankful we had the oppurtunity for 2 years in 1998-2000 to attend USU and learn what it means to be a poor starving working student and me the spouse to get my PHT degree from USU ( PUTTING HIM THROUGH)
- Worked some horrible jobs in Logan but I learned what I did and did not like.
- Loved working at Anderson Seed and Garden in Logan learned about gardening seeds and lawns worked with really fun people and enjoyed my time there.
- I'm so thankful I got to work at the Child Development Center at IHC in Logan because there I learned I could take anyone of those babies home and love them as my own (When I knew for sure I could adopt and knew that is how we were going to be able to have an eternal family) FYI :People who worked at the hospital dropped their kids at the CDC from 6 weeks old to school aged. It broke my heart to see these little babies there everyday growing up with daycare workers 6-6 --I know some people have to do it but it still broke my heart and taught me alot.
- I'm not thankful for our trial of Infertility but I am because through the tears, frusturation, monthly disappointment, failed treatments, jeoulousy, we grew closer together as a couple and in turn I think made us better parents.
- Thankful for LDS FAMILY SERVICES .
- For a beautiful young birthmother TANYA.
- For DECEMBER 20th , 2001 when KOLTEN was born.
- D doing a masters and move to the cold cold north UOF S in saskatoon SK in 2002-2003.
- We worked as managers for boardwalk properties in our highrise there not my favorite job thats for sure but helped make ends meet in Saskatoon met good friends there and learned how cold it really could get!
- So thankful for another wonderful birthmother NICOLE who choose our family.
- For AUGUST 15, 2004 Lauren Summer came to our home.
- Thankful that I got to work with the YW in our ward from '03-'04 love them!
- Grateful I 've got to go to PEI with D in 2005 awesome trip, got to go to GERMANY with my mom in 2006 loved it and can't wait to travel everywhere else its addicting I want to go so many places.
- Thankful for CHELSIE another wonderful birthmother out there!!
- For MAY 14, 2006 Birth of MASEN DAYLEY;
- For the privledge of going to the TEMPLE with each on to be sealed together forever. Feeling and experiences that mean more to me then I know how to even but in words.
- Grateful for the learning oppurtunity of living in Florida with bugs, heat and alligators. Being able to go and see all we did on the way down and while there and on the way back.
- Thankful for all I have. health, children, a wonderful husband who works hard love me loves our kids loves his job and fullfills his calling. I'm thankful for my other favorite things my treadmill, books, scrapbooking, my home vechiles so ya pretty much just thankful for my life.
- I'm happy and hope this next yearbrings even more great memories and life experiences. I 'm one blessed chick!
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
{ Back on Track }
Friday, January 4, 2008
Thursday, January 3, 2008
{ Thankful Thursday }
(Sorry about the reflection on Kolt's face ) I just love this wall in my Living Room
I'm so thankful I can Live- live at this time on the earth -live where I do in this part of the world -live in a nice, clean house - live where I don't have to worry about somebody shooting me as soon as I leave it - live where the gospel is strong, to be able to live my LIFE the way I choose to.
I'm thankful I can LAUGH - laugh at silly jokes -laugh at situations that otherwise wouldn't be funny but survivable because we can laugh at it after it happened - laugh with my children - hearing my children laugh together is one of my favorite things something I wish I could capture that would last forever whenever I wanted to hear it! - Laugh at my husbands silly jokes and teasing- he is funny. I love that about him and us we love to LAUGH in our house.
I'm so thankful to feel LOVE -to be loved - and to have love- in our family nothing means more to me then the love I have for my family without love we wouldn't get far in this life. Without love my children wouldn't be in our home. They each have the kind of love that only birthmothers can have when placing their beautiful, perfect, newborn baby that they carried for nine months into our arms so that baby could have love of a mom and DAD, the love of a family, and be sealed to our family forever. There is no greater love or feeling then to be sealed as a forever family to these beautiful children that we have the priviledge of raising and having forever.
So today I'm so thankful to be able to live, laugh and love. Life is short it's all in how we choose to live, what we choose to laugh at, and how much we love.
Make it a good one.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
{ 2008 }
I think I'm so ready to be back into routine. Got back on the treadmill today for an hour and that felt good after all the food, junk and more junk ready to have normalcy back. My kids are exhusted and having awesome naps they've already been sleeping for 2 hours all of them!
Well we went to the New Years Party with our PJ clothed kids and actually it was a ton of fun the guys and some girls (I didn't know the songs good enough or I would have) played rock star an Xbox thing (not to into those in our house) but the guys had fun living out there rock star dreams it was so funny!! They had Karoke going too so it was a fun party and the kids had alot of fun playing with everybody too. New Years Day we went to my parents in Cardston it was fun more food and games and my hairdresser SIL did my hair --highlights (a little to bright for me but oh well it'll fade) and a trim, she cut my mom's and sister's hair and highlighted my other sisters hair so she kept really busy. So it was a new me day for New Years not really but new hair anyway! SO now I'm going to take the Christmas decorations down and get my house cleaned up hopefully anyway. It was a good Christmas and New Years.
I love being around family and friends talking, visiting, feeling to Christmas spirit and seeing people especially in my family live the Gospel, and see the joy and happiness it brings to each of us when we live right. If that makes sense ! I'm just so thankful for all that I'm blessed with and look forward to a new year and new challenges and blessings. Ultimately more growth and learning. I'm 32 next week wow!! Time flies I hardly feel 32! But no matter how old we are I think we all feel like we just got out of high school. Well I'll quit rambling. Later.

