Friday, November 16, 2007

{ANNOYED}


Have you ever been really annoyed by everything and anything before you even get out of bed? Yesterday I was so thankful for everything and today I'm so annoyed with everything. I need some D and me time away from this house and kids I think. But ya weaning cattle with three kids does not count nice idea but no thanks was thinking maybe dinner and anything?? Is it that hard? I love being a mom but today I wanted to walk out the door, catch a plane to cancun and lay on the beach for a week have a servant someone who gets ME breakfeast, lunch and dinner and does my laundry and brushes my teeth hum I think thats what my kids have. Instead I sat and read to them for an hour, cut Masen's hair, took Kolten to get a haircut, started dinner etc etc! So I scrapped a page a little while back with a nice reminder I need to look at once and awhile. So does anybody else have days like this?? Hopefully it will be a good weekend!!! -- Later

4 comments:

ec said...

i think all mothers do.

some days its all just a little much.

let me know if you go to cancun...i'll come too;)

Unknown said...

Christal, THANK YOU! Thank you for leaving me a comment regardless of whether I had the comments on or not. I was feeling very naked at the moment and decided to turn them off, they are on now. I realize I shouldn't be afraid of my feelings, and that perhaps there are others out there feeling the same things as my heart is feeling. It has been a hard struggle. Some days are better than others, but most are hard. I admire you. Your children are beautiful! I pray that a birthmother will find your little family and bless you once again. Thank you for coming by my blog and sharing your thoughts and feelings! I appreciate you!

Unknown said...

Now that I came back with more time, WOW, I love this page. Can you make me one? SERIOUSLY needed to read this for ME! You are gorgeous...and those photos are AMAZING...did you take them?! SO NICE!

The Johnston's said...

AMEN!!! Days...Sometimes I have WEEKS like that!! I actually just got done with 3 days of being seriously fed up with everything. I found myself constantly yelling at the kids and getting annoyed by everything. Today, luckily I am back to the "I love being a mom" mood. I hate those bummer days. What a great idea you have about scraping a page of things you are greatful for. I'll have to do that and keep it posted somewhere as a constant reminder...just in case I wake up to one of those not so good days! Thanks for sharing what all of us moms/wives are going through. Just know you are not alone! :)